The Little Scroll.
Colors, Uniforms, and Race
BUILDING A MYSTERY
BLUE FLOWER AND FADE INTO YOU
FADE INTO YOU
GOD IS WITHIN US
TOO MANY QUESTIONS
OK, I'M TELLING!
CHANGE FROM OLD VIEW
At the bottom of this page is the essay(1988- with only photos which
I added later ), which sparked the injection of religious ideas in many SF
movies and shows. From the Matrix to even the latest Thor movie. If you only
want to read what Hollywood had in 1988 then it is all free below. But if you
want to know a lot more then read God vs. Satan or God Stopping A Nuclear
War. Where I explain Satan's takeover plan for the modern world. Sounds crazy
until you read the ideas. Do you think Hollywood would be implanting the ideas
into so many shows and movies if they thought the ideas were crazy? Not a
chance! They're new ideas, ideas you never heard of before. But the ideas were
predicted in the Bible, which would be released to Mankind one day. Ideas which
would finally explain the truth about God. Question is, are these ideas real,
and if so, do they make sense. Hollywood thought so. Some scientists thought so.
But too many of them also thought the average public isn't ready for them. Hmmm,
are you ready?
Avoid Apple for now, someone is selling my book on their own pretending they're
me. I will start selling on Apple on my own. I will also keep prices low, only
4.99. Not bad for a set of ideas which helped generate over a billion dollars
for Hollywood. And it is still making money for them.
The ideas in books go far beyond what you can read below. What I have is
the first sensible explanation for God and Satan. It is very
biological. It explains how the Jewish people become the chosen people, why
they became endangered, what rules they have to follow to survive. Why we
have racial problems today. How Hitler was a second antichrist.
Modern racial conflicts are explained. Rioting and black crime problems. Why
peace is almost impossible in the Mideast. Why Muslims have problems settling
into Europe. Why India is in danger from Pakistan. Why China might become
another Germany if leadership goes wrong in China. Why computer spying won't
be able to stop another antichrist from rising.
You'll learn how the white light isn't God. God is only a part of that white
light. The part of it which concerns itself with Mankind and people. Satan
cares, but he represents different social values. God and Satan care about us
because they're secretly attached to us. Which is why God was always concerned
about our loyalty to him and Satan was always trying to get us to rebel. They're
both a part of us, and we, are a part of them. How? I'll explain. As I said
their war was biological. You're part of the peace plan for them.
I'll explain what a soul is. Not your brain, but your soul. With ideas which
make complete sense of what people experience with a NDE.
The ideas have the power to stop crazies from blowing up cities in the future.
So far the ideas helped make millions for Hollywood, but that is only helping a
little to prevent a nuclear war. They plant some good ideas in viewers, but it
is too slow. The book can, and will, prevent a nuclear war if it reaches enough
The twin tower photo was added to the website because it is a great way of
pointing out how I described Satan's hatred. Also, I took out most of this
website, if you want to read it all, read God Stopping A Nuclear War.
The book is needed to understand why China has to be steered away from Satan's
internal political influence. Why India itself, can't compete or restraint
China, if it goes bad, is also explained. God and Satan are both fighting for
control over China now, how their war is secretly fought is also explained. The
essay below is just a touch of the information contained in the book.
God vs. Satan over China : Both Want Control
Notice the Red vs. Blue eye theme? Always a clue when this site was
being used for an underlying religious theme in some movies and shows.
Avengers, with the God blue box.
BLUE MIND CONTROL
Tapping Into God's Power
Red's Turn For Power
Christ Like Mission
CAN INFORMATION FROM THE FUTURE CHANGE THE PAST?
Information is spiritual in its essence.
YOUR SOUL IS ALIVE INFORMATION - GROWING WITH EACH LIFE
THOUGHT IS SPIRITUAL
And from the Host movie.
LEFT BRAIN NETWORK MATH
Holy Ghost coming from Nothing
If we don't prevent World War Three will we start all over again from
the beginning? Back to the caves?
POST NUCLEAR WAR NEW START
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Left brain vs Right Brain for Control
Left brain vs Right Brain
Left brain - Right Brain
What does this show about the conflict between left and right brains?
Notice how the right brain expresses anger through it's left hand?
IS THIS PREVENTABLE? YOU TELL ME
DON'T PISS OFF THE RIGHT BRAIN
A nuclear war is coming unless key people learn how to stop it.
BLUE vs. RED PILL
LEFT(blue)BRAIN OR RIGHT(red)BRAIN CHOICE
GOD'S WAY OF RULING OR HITLER'S WAY
HUMAN REJECTION OF BOTH GROUP MINDS
WHITE LIGHT REST
STOPPING MISGUIDED SECRET SOCIAL ENGINEERING
THE BOOK UNDER THE RUBY RED EYE
STARGATE THE ANCIENTS
TRUSTING LEFT BRAIN CONCERNS OR NOT
BLUE ALIEN GHOSTS
GRAVITY : GHOST HELP IN DREAMS
FINAL FANTASY : THE SPIRITS WITHIN
HOPE CREATES FIRST BLUE LANERTN
THOR : EVIL RED DARKNESS
ANGELS WATCHING OVER US
IF IT GOES WRONG - START AGAIN
EMOTIONS MAKE LIFE WORTH LIVING
You can contact me at firstname.lastname@example.org with any questions.
But I'm slow in getting back. Not neglectful, just slow.
Satan's Battle Plans
By Robert Lauzeckas 1988
What I'm going to present to you isn't a story but rather a
set of ideas I came up for one. These ideas evolved over a long
period of time and they still have to take a decisive format for a
story line. Nevertheless, here they come.
There are a few things that I should explain first before I
take you into these ideas. First, I don't propose them seriously(I
think?...who knows...maybe I'm fooling myself), and that the
overall structure doesn't really enjoy a coherent form so you'll
find me jumping all over the place. So, in the beginning, I hope
you can exercise some patience until the ideas fuse into one
coherent whole which I believe is when they become very
interesting for speculation.
Now when I was a child there were many aspects of religion
that were impossible for me to swallow. Like why would Christ beg
on his hands and knees to release himself from the ordeal of going
to the cross? Wasn't he God?...and still praying to himself?...and
worse not granting himself pardon from the upcoming ordeal?
Really? Where were the dinosaurs in the Bible...surely the
inspired word of God wouldn't leave out a few hundred million
years of Earth's history? Why would an all-powerful God be
concerned with the activities of man on a dust mote whirling in
space? And most of all why would the Devil, a creature of immense
power and intellect rebel against God?...surely he knew it would
have been impossible to win(even a human would be smart enough to
know that victory was completely impossible). And there are other
points of contention, but too many to bother with now.
First I'll have to begin with a few facts relating to the
human brain. Our brain is the only brain on the planet that is
divided into two asymmetric functioning halves. Yes, there are
other animals that share the fact that they too have two halves,
but those halves perform the same brain functioning, so they don't
have any distinctive characteristics like ours.
Now we know from research that the left half is logical,
docile, good mannered, and a thinker with sequential logic, while,
the right is spatial, intuitive, and extremely hostile whenever it
doesn't get its way. Two very different camps of thought.
When doctors first separated the left and right hemispheres
in humans so as to prevent the electrical discharge in an elliptic
from traveling from one side of the brain to the other, preventing
full blown incapacitating seizures, they made some starling
discoveries about our human brain.
They found in one patient that the right side of the brain
whenever frustrated with someone will at most times automatically
try to kill them. It doesn't matter if the person is a loved one
or not. As a matter of fact, it looks like the right side might
only be capable of enjoying another person for it's own
pleasure(like sex) but really cannot love that person. The
opposite is true for the left side because it appears it cannot
really hate and is very friendly in nature(but a good
manipulator). This could very well explain why so many top
scientists(the best of course in using their left hemisphere) are
docile in nature, and why so many artists(who make extensive use
of their right side) are usually petty, irritable, and self-
centered by contrast.
Of course there are many people with such lopsided
development of their respective hemispheres where seemingly gentle
people(with good left and almost retarded development of right)
can suddenly suffer from inexplicable bursts of rage whenever the
retarded right gains control.
Now Jung proposed that mankind shares a group unconscious
mind. Now I thought wouldn't it be interesting if this was true
but with one very important difference. Since humans have two
different brains, left and right, why not imagine two different
Jesus was the son of Man. Jesus was the son of God.
So...what is equal?
GOD : A COMPOSITE MIND OF ALL THE LEFT BRAINS IN MANKIND
So now instead of one composite entity we have two. These two
consisting of the telepathic links between all the right
hemispheres of the total human population, comprising one super
large consciousness, and the other out of the left side of our
brains. The cells, or units, of these two super minds are
individual human brains just like our brains are really composed
of brain cells. And just like our brain cells use neural
transmitters to send messages from one brain cell to another,
these group minds rely on telepathic links between their units.
This would mean that every person is linked psychically to
everyone else in the human race along two different lines. One
mostly good and one mostly bad.
Now for the sake of the story let's assume that these
entities are the God and the Devil from the Bible. So instead of
an all-powerful God we just have a super powerful one, and instead
of vastly inferior Devil(compared to God that is) we have one
closer to him in strength. Now the Devil fighting God makes more
sense because he actually stood a chance of winning. Losing was
not a sure thing.
But still the big question...why fight at all? If they
existed wouldn't they be helpful to one another. Shouldn't they be
helpful to each other? After all, wouldn't it be obvious to these
two giant intellects that cooperation between them was if
GOD'S PROBLEMS AND TEMPER WITH PEOPLE
Now imagine the beginnings of God's own existence. Man has
started to climb the evolutionary ladder until he would stand on
the apex of life on this planet. With him another being(God) was
also climbing the ladder of life, but a being that was hidden from
Man's awareness. This God even in his humble beginnings must have
had a level of intelligence far above anything we can imagine
since he was a composite mentality where the lowest units for his
thoughts were human brains(not human cells).
Now in one of the stories of the Bible there's a story about
how the Devil made his bid for controlling Heaven, and once he
lost, was cast into Hell for his sin. How do I relate this to my
story? Just watch.
One of the peculiar things about our brain division(left and
right) is, that in everyone, usually one hemisphere dominates most
of the brain activity. Whenever one hemisphere is mentally active
the other goes relativity dormant for that period of activity. So
if you're thinking about math(left side) you won't be able to
concentrate easily on something like painting(right side). So in a
very real sense, the more active and fully awake one side is, the
other is asleep.
They also discovered in patients that have had their neural
pathways between both hemispheres severed some very strange
They discovered that whatever one side of the brain did, the
other hated. In one patient whenever the right hand put together
some blocks(the right hand is controlled by the left hemisphere
and vice versa) the left hand would do its best to knock it apart.
In normal people we usually don't notice internal conflict
because in most cases the left side subdues the right for control,
but how many people haven't experienced making up their minds to
do something because it's logical and necessary only to find
themselves compelled by some inner voice to go the other way. Was
the right disagreeing with the left?
Point : "The meek shall inherit the earth[left brain]."
Point : The Book Of Life shall be given to everyone. If you
receive it in your right hand(controlled by left brain) you go
to heaven and if you receive it in your left hand(right brain
control) you go to Hell.
There was a period of time in the evolution of our brains
when the left side didn't dominate the right. But sometime in our
past the left hemisphere grew bigger and stronger ending up in the
SATAN : A COMPOSITE MIND OF THE RIGHT BRAINS IN MANKIND
Before this establishment of the left brain there must have
been a powerful struggle for the control of Man's supermind if you
make some of the assumptions I've made. So when in our
evolutionary past the left hemisphere finally dominated over the
right for overall general control of our decision making, the
symbolic representation of the event could be paralleled to the
Bible's story of the Devil making his bid for the control of
heaven(Man's overall activity and destiny, historical path) and
once lost was banished into Hell(the lesser and mostly
unconsciousness right side of our brain).
Now supposing that God had won his major war with the Devil
for the dominant control of Man's mind and history, making himself
more fully alive and powerful. Did that mean his troubles were
over? Not by a long shot! Even though the Devil had found himself
in a lesser role in influencing Man's destiny he still hadn't lost
all his power and certainly not his drive for power.
But what exactly is the nature of what God wants? Imagine
yourself being God for a moment. Here you are an immense being of
power, immortal as long as the species survives, but dependent on
Man for your existence.
But is being a composite being really any different from the
way we actually are? Are we just a glob organism or are we really
composed of an union of cells the same way God might be? There
isn't any one cell, whether in the body or brain, that realizes
the "I" or "ME" exits at all. Since the "I" or "ME" within us is
definitely a group entity, whether we recognize it or not, then
why isn't it possible to suppose that God is too.
Now supposing that if this is the way God is constructed then
what would be his biggest concern? Knowing now that he isn't all-
powerful, what problems would he have?
As long as his cells(human brains) didn't have any strong
sense of identity and ego God wouldn't have any problem getting us
to do what he wanted us to do. But once we began to communicate in
words and became socially interactive on a very sophisticated
level he must of had major problems.
Imagine if your own consciousness became so vast and powerful
that even the individual cells had their own wants and needs
separate from your own desires. Your mind would be in a state of
chaos until you learned to control these renegade brain cells.
WORDS AND LANGUAGE GOVERN GOD'S THINKING
Point: Our first sin was eating from the Tree Of Knowledge.
Self-awareness, self-knowledge....and possibly learning to shape
our thoughts into patterns which actually mimicked for the first
time how God shaped his thoughts...maybe? With words...maybe?
WHERE IS GOD
What If God Was One of Us
WHAT/WHERE IS THE DEVIL
WHO/WHAT WAS JESUS
Conversation with Jesus
Point: And if you were God, and you weren't quite sure of
your new relationship to your new self-aware parts, might you not
want to confide their new language interactions with each before
they start to socially mesh through language, the same way you do
through their brains.
And since the Kingdom of Heaven is your super consciousness,
and you notice that your little human cells are striving for
similar language integration, might you not accuse them of trying
to climb to Heaven(your mind) with the formation of one unifying
And so, being very, very careful about any overly ambiguous
projects of humans(or through natural development), you might
divide one language into many. Tower of Babel of sorts?
Or do you really believe the real God was concerned about
ancient architects building a building to heaven a hundred million
So when the above was true, God had a paramount concern in
controlling the behavior of people. And the type of control he
would have to exert on us would have to involve the overall smooth
functioning of his own mind and identity.
THE TRUE PURPOSE OF THE TEN COMMANDMENTS
Of course, God realized that governing people's behavior with
absolute control resulting in no disruptions of his own was
impossible. And every person being a part of himself was equally
precious. So he had to come up with a scheme to set up some rules
so statistically the greatest amount of good and control would be
a result of the general population following those rules over the
generations. His life and identity is to be safely preserved over
What kind of rules would you have come up with to assure safe
behavior for yourself if you were God? If you think about it for a
little while, you'll realize that the Ten Commandments are just
WHY GOD IS A JEALOUS AND ANGRY GOD AT TIMES
Point: One difficulty I had with God was his claim for being
a jealous God. Why would someone all-powerful worry about how we
behaved? Was he really a stupid God as well?
Well not if he was secretly dependent on how we behaved as a
group. Now his wrath for the first time makes sense, especially
when he was always testing(Abraham) the loyalty of his worshipers
to him. Wasn't it important for him to know that one cell would be
willing to give up everything for the sake of the whole(especially
since God was the whole)?
So with these supposed insights if you played Christ and
someone asked you what the most important law of God was? How
would you answer?
One rabbi answered by saying that everyone should love God
with all their might and heart. Naturally in his mind he put God
But Jesus told him that loving your neighbor was equally
important as loving God. The Rabbi thought Jesus was crazy. God
was the ultimate and a man was just a little nothing. But to
Jesus, loving your neighbor was the same as loving God, somehow?
Also what's this business about not worshiping other Gods?
Wasn't he the only God or did he fail to tell us about other
animals having their own group minds like ours, of course, not as
powerful but, nevertheless, still there.
WHY THE BIBLE AND BY WHO
But there are still some more puzzling questions? Why give
the Ten Commandments to the Jews and not others at first? Why did
God pick the Jews as his chosen people? A bunch of bullshit by
Jews or divine prejudice by God?
Think about it for a while? Suppose you were God and you
wanted to take care of yourself against the hateful assault of the
Devil, how would you do so? Well which part of yourself...your
mental makeup expresses your own being the most?
Since you're a composite entity of the left sided brains in
humans you would have to find the strongest component of your left
hemispheres. In the left brain the strongest and most powerful
part is the portion of the brain dedicated to verbal intelligence.
Its the most active chemically and organically complex. It isn't
any wonder since we are mostly social animals that have to
communicate with each other to survive as a group against a
It is also verbal intelligence which enables us to have the
greatest comprehension of what we're doing in life and of others.
While we can still be bright in certain respects without it, it's
still essential for understanding most things.
Try and imagine wiping out from your mind any understanding
of any ideas that have resulted in some manner through the use of
words. You would almost be like any other dumb animal in spite of
great natural intelligence. Most important knowledge cannot be
understood without the use of words. With this strange new ability
of language we opened up the door to the knowledge of the
Point,..."Moses did you see God? What did he look like?"
"My eyes could not look upon him. He spoke to me in
my mind. And the "Word" was God. He is of eternal mind and
I know now that his "light" dwells in every man."
Back to my point! Who are the most verbally gifted group of
people? Whether its by environment or genetics, up to today, it
appears to be the Jews. So God in protecting himself would
automatically be concerned with Jews since his created
consciousness is more strongly expressed through them. Of course,
it would mean that all verbally people are a concern for him, but
he first has to worry about averages.
I don't mean to say that if you're verbally gifted, you're
good. The composite personality of left hemisphere's is quite
different from any single individual hemisphere. And not all
artists are bad by nature, just the composite. Composite
personalities are not individual personalities. They might
indicate certain leanings, but they're not reliable predictors of
I think that you'll all agree there are plenty of
unscrupulous and devious liars who call themselves lawyers. But
most, I suspect, are dedicated and honest working people. But its
about averages, not absolutes. And there are all too many
illiterate criminals polluting our jails who are constantly pre-
occupied with their petty egos and little vices. But not all, its
about averages isn't it?
IN WHAT SENSE WERE THE JEWS GOD'S CHOSEN? WHY?
This fact I think could explain God's obsession with the
Jewish people in the beginning of Biblical history. Also it
explains something I've always hated about the supposed character
of God, his divine and greedy need for constant devotion and
sacrifice from humans, puts his absurd emotional demands into a
more acceptable frame.
It might also explain why Satan sent a frustrated artist(some
brain he could easily control), Hitler, after the Jews during the
Second World War. Towards the end of the war he kept claiming he
only trusted his intuition(right brain) and not his logic(left
brain) anymore. He also started to lose control of his right side
of his body. But was that really so strange?!
Was God attacking him through his left brain? Making him
stupid enough to insist on opening two fronts which only could
have led to disaster, as it did.
SATAN'S HATRED OF JEWS AND BOOKS
Curious...Germany which prided itself so much on its superior
culture suddenly became vehemently anti-intellectual(left brain
endeavor) and feverishly burned books(left brain products). And a
people who based their supposed superiority on their cultural and
intellectual achievements, to the point of even using it to
justify the genocide of other so called not quite as historically
accomplished inferior people, turned vehemently anti-intellectual.
A contradiction in principle which all rational thought must have
shouted its denial, but one which a heart deafened with hatred
This is an example of Satan's right brain hatred of left brain products.
His hatred of Books.
But if God is constantly in a war with the Devil then exactly
how is the war being conducted between the two. Just because the
Devil was banished into the lesser half doesn't mean he won't
continue struggling for supremacy.
THE REAL NATURE OF SIN
Another historical perspective. Today most scientists agree
there wasn't any major flood in our remote past covering the
entire earth. But can we really be sure?
In the beginning of civilized society too many people were
finding corruption too irresistible of a life style. After all,
life was short and very hard so why refrain from enjoyable and
sinful acts when there wasn't anything better to do? If you were
smart, I guess you didn't.
If you look at the nature of sin and analyze it you begin to
wonder what is wrong with some of it. Having sex with someone that
you're not married to is wrong, but why? If both partners enjoy it
and no one else is being hurt by it then why should it be wrong?
Is all killing wrong too? If you found yourself holding a gun on
someone who already killed one child of yours and was in the
process of killing another, would killing that person(if it was
the only way to stop him) be wrong? I don't think so.
There are many other activities which seem to be quite
innocent from our perspective but which don't seem to be from
God's. Remember he has to worry more about the overall behavior of
his human cells for his health than we do. Concerning himself
about every individual is akin to us worrying about every cell.
But prayer is a good way of catching his attention.
SATAN'S NATURE AND HIS LOVE FOR SIN
So in the beginning of our history he saw how easy it was to
corrupt man with pleasure and sin. The Devil being the opposite of
God in many ways wants us on an individual level to enjoy physical
Satan being a group manifestation of the right brain seeks
pleasure for it's own sake. The right brain also has the strongest
sense of individuality and ego, thus making itself the center of
attention, not others. So sinful actions are those which you might
enjoy without any regard or consideration for others. And which
stimulates the right brain.
The underlying rule of God about worrying about your neighbor
as much as yourself is total bullshit in Satan's eyes. Does the
predator worry about his prey? The killer about his victim?
His argument, "Doesn't God do the same?"
Point: Jesus, "If a Kingdom is divided against itself, the
Kingdom cannot stand. If Satan also be divided against himself, then
how can his Kingdom stand? How can Satan cast out Satan?"
DO YOU BELIEVE IN GOD'S KINGDOM?
It would seem then that there are many rules which God has
laid down for his subjects which aren't inherently fair for us on
our level of existence but are for him on his, but didn't he claim
to be a jealous and vengeful God? Why was he so insecure in the
beginning of our history? Strange behavior for someone so powerful
wouldn't you say? His behavior according to these premises begin
to make more and more sense.
So back to my original point. What did God do when he saw
most people beginning to indulge themselves in sin and start to
weaken him. Of course, he flooded the earth except for a chosen
few and started all over again because if he didn't then Satan
would have won. Then being quite clever he eliminated most or all
of the evidence of that flood. Why? Just imagine if your brain
cells grew to a point where they developed their own egos would
you then want them to know about the way you depended on them? No,
because they might hold you hostage with their knowledge and
actions instead of bowing down in prayer. God couldn't afford to
explain the nature of his actual existence to us or explain why
most sins are really sinful.
HOW SATAN VIEWS HATRED AND KILLING
The Devil seeing that any victory in the remote past wouldn't
be permanent or final decided to focus on the future. He saw that
someday Man would finally harness the secret of the atom and would
be, for the first time, in position to completely destroy himself.
Thus God would die but so would the Devil. But complete hatred
expressed in its most insane form possesses
the twisted logic of even destroying yourself
to hurt your enemy. Like some crazy lover who
kills his spouse and himself afterward, rather
than tolerate the loss.
All suicidal fanatics have died or will
die for Satan, not God. Anyone flying jets into
buildings, blowing themselves up, or planning
other such evil acts are all influenced by Satan
inside to do his bidding.
GOD VS. SATAN DEBATE
WHY HITLER WAS THE SECOND ANTICHRIST
Let’s examine Hitler a little. If he truly represented a composite
right mind such as Satan’s he should have shown signs. Signs of feeling
a greater mind influencing his own. Maybe making the mistake of feeling
it was God.
He shouldn’t like any left brain activity, even when he prides himself
on being intelligent. Remember, the right brain hates left brain activity, smart
intellectuals. Hates left brain ethics, like compassion. Hates mercy.
And above all, right brain loves itself. Super EGO.
THE RIGHT BRAIN HAS STYLE
Hitler was predicted by the old prophet Nostradamus as being the second
anti-Christ over 400 years ago in France. If this is true then who was
the first and who will be the third? Why did he claim there would be three
anti-Christs. What makes an anti-Christ? What are their true roles in history?
Which clues give them away about their true nature and agenda?
Sure you want to know?
JESUS WAS IN GOD AND GOD IN HIM
So Satan resolving himself to kill God by giving mankind its
final nuclear war interfered in our history. Satan assured our
future would be filled with greater and greater hatred and
mistrust until those bombs would be unleashed, feeling if I can't
win then I'll kill all the players.
Now what could have God done to stop this impending action by
Satan? If he remained fighting Satan with his usual methods then
he would almost certainly have lost. So he had to do something he
might have being actually reluctant to do. He gave birth to
For the first time he would give this special man, Christ,
equal decision making powers within himself. So if any decision
had to be made by God concerning an individual, it would made by
this one special human cell. God would still use his full mental
capacity for thinking about decisions about many matters, but,
about us, he would use this one human cell(Christ) to make the
final judgment. So Christ and God share equal power within this
group mind. Thus the Son and the Father became equals, and yet,
the Son could still pray to the Father.
Point : Also if God was truly a group mind then wouldn't a
gathering of people with a group focused intent on praying form
some tiny telepathic circle of minds making it easier to catch
There are many anti-Semitic people who claim the Jews are
condemned because Christ claimed that you couldn't go to God
except through him. But if you spoke to Jesus as a bigot and
advocated sending the Jews to Hell starting with his mother and
friends(after all, they were Jews too) what do you think his
reaction would have being? And who do you think would have really
Point: If Christ is the human element in control of the
composite left side which controls the right hand. What do you
make of the expressions,...
"I shall stand on the right side of God's throne."
or "And yet, not as I will, but as you will."
or "You think as man thinks, not as God thinks."
Back to my point. If you were God and you didn't know what it
was like to be a human being anymore than a human understands what
it is like to be a brain cell then how would you judge a person's
Wouldn't it be an excellent idea to give the one person that
finally understood you(as God), and also what it meant to be a
person the role as judge? Certainly! So when Christ said you
couldn't go before God except through him he meant the part of God
that will judge you will be him(Jesus), not that you have to be a
Catholic, or this, or that.
How absurd to think how some people could believe many decent
people having had lived good lives would be condemned to Hell
because they never heard of Christ. Those people who truly believe
that are being wicked in their hearts. And they have seriously
misjudged what the Holy Ghost feels is important.
FINAL WAR : WHY JESUS HAD TO DIE ON THE CROSS
How did Christ save us by dying on the Cross? Is God a sadist
where he forgave us of our sins when someone experienced enough
pain to please him? Isn't this the God we're always told to
worship? If he was truly this way I wouldn't I wouldn't like him
at all, but, of course, fear goes a long way in changing our
attitudes doesn't it.
Now lets go back to our future for a moment. Suppose
hatred between people and nations finally grow to a point where
our nuclear arsenal is finally released against each other. If you
were God how would you plan to stop it.
Supposing you couldn't stop the missiles because of
interference from Satan. There is only one answer if you can't
stop those missiles, you'll then have to stop the people launching
those missiles. Maybe you can't stop all of them, but you might be
able to stop enough of them to stop our complete obliteration. But
how do you do that? How did God do it?
Now back to the past. God saw that Christ had to be condemned
by those around him because that betrayal was crucial to his plan.
Christ had to be humiliated, betrayed, and finally put to death
because only under those conditions would the amount of hate that
Christ had to feel would be possible. This time the suffering he
would feel, would be his own.
God wanted Jesus to learn hatred to the max. He wanted him to
embrace the Devil's angry passion from within. The reason for
Jesus to feel complete hatred was for him to overcome it. In order
for Mankind to be saved he had to forgive and overwhelm this
hatred with love in order to cancel it out. Which he finally
did..."Father forgive them for they know not what they do." After
that, "It is finished". Finished? How?
I believe that when Jesus forgave our act against him with
complete love he sent that love, amplified greatly with God's mind
behind it, to the future into all the solders minds which would be
pushing the buttons to fire nuclear missiles. So not all the
missiles will be fired and war will doesn't destroy Mankind or
God. This is the way his crucifixion meant salvation for us. But
so far, it was sent to a probable future, one, if we are careful,
we can still avoid. Doubtful, but still possible.
In the movie Day-1 a person with the responsibility to push
the button suddenly joked with Oppy and said he feeling he might
change his mind at the last second and not explode the bomb. If
that happened then it might have been a residual psychic message
on its way to the still further future that got mistakenly
detoured by someone in position for such an act.
Point: Jesus, "If it weren't for my intervention the flesh of
every man, women and child shall be burnt to the bone."
God: "The earth shall be destroyed by fire next time."
Somehow the idea of a global forest fire doesn't quite make
it, but ten of thousands of nuclear warheads do just fine. And
didn't he say that he wouldn't be responsible for it this time.
Another idea as well. What would be the limitations of Jesus
and God in knowing what plans the Devil has? An all-powerful and
all-knowing God would know everything billions of years before
anything happened. How could he not! And a equally knowledgeable
Jesus, being truly him in another form, would also!
But Jesus claimed even he didn't know the hour of that
final war! Only God knew! But what if God had only informational
leakage across the corpus network to work with for knowing Satan's
plans? So even Jesus wouldn't catch on until it started, except with
God who would have a little warning. I truly believe that an all-powerful
and all-loving God wouldn't have allowed these conditions in the first
place. And I suspect, many others feel the same way!
AWARENESS AND THE HOLY GHOST
Okay so you now have God and Jesus but is this all there is
to us? And if God exists this way then he certainly isn't divine
the way we are used to thinking about him, is he? And where is the
3rd partner the Holy Ghost? Okay let's go on but first we have to
take a detour for a short while. Just a short one.
What allows consciousness at all? At first you're trained to
think that its a by-product of the chemical activities of the
physical brain. After all, scientists today can give certain
regions of the brain a little current and revive memories and
sensations. If the brain is damaged so are certain mental
activities. Does that really indicate that mental awareness is
dependent on the brain? Naw...not really.
IS AWARENESS REALLY IN THE BRAIN?
Take the simplest color blue. When we have this color on our
brain exactly where and how is it being produced? Light itself is
just a colorless frequency of energy so that's not it. Besides the
light never enters the brain in the first place. Ah the optic
nerve sends an electrical message to the brain and then blue is
produced. But is any molecule blue?...nope...any moving
arrangements of atoms within the brain blue?...again nope...so
where?...ah...the activity itself gives rise to it...but
wait...this or all activity or movement of particles is simply
expressing relationships in empty space in regard to each
other...but there's still no color. SO WHERE THE HELL IS IT? And
any other thought for that matter.
Every time a brain scientist is able to correlate some brain
activity with a perception, an all too common assumption is made.
And that is, if we can reduce the brain mechanisms that precede
and occur during the time we are subjectively perceiving
something, they are the same thing. It is wrong.
Suppose you were able to construct a super gigantic brain
where every quark particle in the human brain has a corresponding
cup moving in exactly the same relation in space, would you have
then created consciousness? Now for the sake of the story let us
suppose you did. Now where would you say consciousness lies within
the fabric of matter and energy? If all there is to reality is
space, time, matter and energy then it has to exist within this
physical framework some way doesn't it?
It can't be the particles in our brains that account for
thoughts because they can be anything now. Besides, aren't the
atoms of our brain quite dead on their level of existence. The
only thing left in common between the two brains are the patterns
in space they weave?
SPACE : A PHYSICAL MANIFESTATION OF AN ABSTRACTION
But how can mere space be important? We're very fond of
saying that everything is composed of matter and energy. If this
is true then what is space? We never really think about that one
do we. It is just there as empty room...right?
But here is a real physical entity that isn't matter or
energy, yet exists! Space is an entity that isn't corporeal, no
substance, yet it contains all of physical reality within it.
Quite a trick for something that seems to be built out of nothing
(unless of course, all matter and energy are really made of
specially rearranged space properties). No..space is something,
Space just expresses a relationship between physical objects.
When you think about it after a while you realize that space is
just an abstract relationship expressing location and form.
Actually, I believe, it is a physical manifestation of an abstraction.
If this is true then ideas and truth have their own real essence outside
physical reality but some can be expressed in space itself.
PATTERNS AS THE BASIS OF AWARENESS
So maybe(big maybe) the particles which inhabit our brains
sketch out patterns in space which are read by our souls and
translated into a spiritual language. For every brain activity and
spatial formation in our brains there is a corresponding perception.
Some patterns register as colors, sounds, words, numbers, or
whatever awareness. The soul is where the perceptual integration
takes place. Only with an idea(abstract relation), can the information
of one brain region be merged with another. You only have to assume
that ideas have their own independent reality.
Where the essence of consciousness is captured inside the very
fabric of the relationships. That isn't a corporeal structure anymore,
but so isn't the essence of thought or awareness. And unlike an AI
computer program stimulating thought behavior, these relationships
have to more than mimic an outside intelligent pattern, they have
to generate awareness from within themselves. Put simply, thought is
build from the inside of patterns. NOT READ from the outside by an
outside observer, saying to himself, 'yes that means something',
but generated from within.
A DOCTOR'S AFTERLIFE EXPERIENCE
SPACE : THE WALL BETWEEN THE PHYSICAL AND SPIRITUAL WORLDS
It would mean that behind this skin of space, behind our
physical reality, lies another realm of pure and infinite thought.
In this realm of ideas is where all our thoughts exist. It is
where our souls exist. We don't see with our eyes but with our
souls. We don't hear with our ears but with our souls. This is the
only way remote viewing and out of the body experiences ever could
All perception is alive information through our awareness of
it. Vision is tremendous information of our surroundings through
mental awareness. And this domain of thought is the spiritual
realm of the Holy Ghost.
This domain of the Holy Ghost is the white light which
everyone sees when they die. And the white light is simply all the
infinite awareness that our souls are still ill-equipped to
Elizabeth Taylor's NDE
THE HOLY GHOST AND TRINITY
It could be that awareness, which is the true measure of all
real life, is potentially infinitely deep. And the Holy Ghost has
achieved it. Not God, but he is striving for it. I guess, like us,
he has his own goals in life. And now you have the Father, Son,
and the Holy Ghost.
SOUL AND BRAIN WORK TOGETHER
Point: This point goes beyond simple parallelism. I'm
suggesting that possibly our souls send back information through
space into the natural laws(other thought constructs governing
matter) to change the motion of particles within our brains, or
elsewhere. The brain gives us particle and spatial information
which is translated into spiritual perception, is perceived, then
further thoughts are send back from your soul to be translated
into appropriate thoughts(natural laws) for governing matter. You
can even transmit information to other minds(telepathy). Or see
events far away(remote seeing). And guess which of all the humans
who ever walked the earth, who was able to manipulate natural laws
The body and soul might work in unison with a two-way method
of communication. And seemingly random coincidences, like Jung
conjectured, are not random accidents but conveniently contrived
occurrences with meaningful purposes behind them.
COULD A NEW SCIENCE OF THE MIND EXPLAIN MAGIC AND MIRACLES?
Now I'm not going to advocate any belief in magic. At least
not the way it is usually conceptualized. But if your mind, when
in a certain trance is able to invisibly effect events by
manipulating thought constructs behind the scenes(natural space)
then events(seemingly separated by causal effect) would be within
the reach of each other. Maybe the simple practice of going into a
trance or reciting spells could be in reality, psychological gimmicks
to achieve the needed mental state for working such influences.
And the power of prayer? Go figure.
It wouldn't be real magic. Or would it?! The fact that
everything in actually is fundamentally abstraction, which is
fundamentally perception, which is life, which is the basis of all
reality, which is why everything is interrelated on a spiritual
plane as well as the physical, could explain why it works.
It also explains why a little man long ago was able to heal
the sick and raise the dead or walk on water. And what I call the
right attitude(trance like state), he called faith.
And what about all those people who have gut feelings that
they are either naturally lucky or unlucky. Could they be
unwittingly be the architects of their own faith(like me).
If were able to go back in time with a scientist and view one
of Jesus' miracles. Would you accept it as magic? And would your
scientific friends view it as some explainable science which we
don't understand yet? Or would you both believe that there wasn't
any explanation, just an inexplicable BECAUSE..without rhyme or
reason? Or don't you think that God, if pressed for an explanation,
could not give you an explanation to not only his miracles, but to
the simple question...how did reality come into being?!!!
MAGICAL HEALING and NDEs
GROUP MINDS AND EVOLUTION TIED TO SPACE
Other group animals might also have their group minds. How
did the colony minds of ants or bees evolve? How did some life
forms, radically different from each other, come to rely on each
for survival? Blind evolution? Then how did blind evolution decide
to mutate different brain cells in different parts of our brain
into cells which strictly process ghost information(words)? Why
not just adapt to what is, the physical environment with...faster
legs, stronger arms, better senses? Nope..it had to adapt to what
wasn't physically real!? A little like developing eyes...wouldn't
you say? Who would ever have thought up the concept of sight before
eyes? How does the brain integrate the dark lifeless chemical
activities in each separate brain cell, and add their activities
together into the well lit fused mental interior of your own perception?
Vision, it seems to me, was the beginning of the further
symbolic abstract unification of words. I wonder what else lies in
store for us in the future.
Could evolution be driven towards awareness by constantly
struggling thought patterns constantly trying to reach new
bordering thoughts yet unavailable to the brain? And when souls
become tire of experiencing one level and type of awareness,
either extinguishes the restraining biological form or evolves it.
A neglected question is what allows continuity? Can patterns reach
below physical space, just another physical abstraction, to tie together
particles? Like Bell's problem with information between two particles
reaching out to each other faster than the speed of light, to ensure
properties on both sides, stay balanced to zero?
Can this method of reaching out below space, also account for the
ability of complex organizations to form within all living bodies? Could
this be a way for evolution to make new changes in life? To even reach out
to life being formed on other planets?
THE NATURE OF GOD'S POWER OVER NATURAL LAWS
Could God, being the highest group mind on Earth, call upon
other lower group minds for help or even order them to do so? Like
sending locusts when he wanted to. Why did he chose to use a lower
form of life to help Moses? His way of throwing a punch?
And when God, with his growing mastery of influencing natural
laws(which he can see and manipulate with his immense mind, like
we do with our hands to our physical environment), was ready to
liberate his people from their task masters he did so. You know,
burning bushes and walls of flame.
Why did he wait so long Moses? He wasn't ready. Mr. All-
Powerful isn't really all-powerful, he just seems to be from our
perspective. Like we would seem to be to a comprehending ant.
And if you can command the laws of nature, even in a limited
capacity, you still can be considered a commanding King of Sorts.
And for the overall good and for excellent propaganda in a Holy
War with the Devil, the title of being the King of the Universe is
an excellent one to bear. Intimidation goes a long way in
soliciting hard won obedience with such a strong adversary.
JESUS'S POWER DERIVED FROM GOD
Point: And if your mind is able to influence natural law,
what else can you do? Especially if you, as a single individual(like
Jesus) could tap into the combined mental power of all the left brains
Would healing the sick, turning water into wine, walking on
water or even bringing back the dead seem like such miracles?
Would these seemingly supernatural deeds appear to be outside the
realm of possibility? Or would they when put into perspective
And if Jesus truly tapped into a composite left mind, as we
could providing our love and faith was great enough to muster the
ability, and he wasn't deriving his power as the creator of the
entire universe, might not he be able to truthfully say,..
"All these things I do, you can do as well, and more."
Another point about the power granted to him from God. If you
were a composite mind of left brains such as God might be, and you
wanted to be fair in judging individuals, how would you accomplish
that? Do you ever suffer the conflicts the right brain evokes in the
emotions of the individuals within yourself? Nope!!! So if you can't
feel the pull of these other conflicting emotions whispering inside
the individuals within you what can you do to be fair?
What if you gave one man within your composite mind equal power
to yourself? Of course you would have to pick the very best man for
the job. One who could give up everything for the sake of others.
He'll have to be someone who wouldn't cater to himself or put his own
interests before the concerns of others. He'll need the ability for
self-sacrifice to make others fully trust him and any leadership role
he might assume someday. He'll be the first person within you, with the
most power any human will ever be given, but he will have to serve the
needs of all peoples. He'll be first in power, but last in being served.
A King in power, but a slave in deed.
Someday Mankind would come to question even your authority over them
but he would still be trusted. But such trust could never come from simply
having mere power. He would have to prove his devotion and ability for
self-sacrifice in some ultimate act where he is asked to give it all up for
the sake of others. Obviously it will mean his life. Question is, will he
be able to do it?
SUCKS DOESN'T IT MOSES?
But you'll figure out that part later. How do you get people to trust
your judgment over them? What if you gave this special man the job of judging
It won’t be enough to just have both brains in him. He can’t be like an
average Jew, with better left brain development than right. How can he be expected to convince others that he understood Satan as well God? His right brain development will also have to be above average. His left brain will make him a prodigy, someday lecturing religious experts as an expert even as a child. But he’ll also have to be an expert with his right brain. A builder will make an excellent occupation for him.
He'll be more trusted than even yourself when they learn you could never
feel what it is like to have Satan's voice inside yourself. But this man will.
He'll know by being one of them as well. Making him an obvious target for Satan.
Knowing for sure, someday and somewhere Satan will pay him a personal call to
betray you. But you can't concern yourself with that problem now. So you create
this man. The only human within yourself with equal power to yourself. The only
human you'll use inside yourself to judge the other human individual souls
So it doesn't surprise when you hear him someday telling others,
"You cannot go to the Father except by me."
Or, "Believe me when I say, I am in the Father, and he is in me."
Or, "Go now. Your sins are Forgiven."
THE ROLE OF OLD ANIMAL SPIRITS
Point: And what about much, much, much, much, much, much,
much further back(I'm really stretching on this one). Could newly
emerging group minds still in their infancy, have sized up their
dilemma with other far more physically formidable adversaries and
send out their little frail components to stage an all out attack
on the eggs of these overgrown lizards.
Did the war of survival change from a war of the strongest to
a war of the smartest? With group minds prevailing over tons of
And could American Indians be right about their communication
with animal spirits? Why not, if there are animal group minds
which are at least as developed an any single individual human
mind. They can't compete with God, but with us they can. And what
about all the native tribes that claim they have ways of
communicating with the dead when they get into certain types of
The Holy Ghost might have the far future of Earth reserved
for the eventual ascension of today's lower animals into the
spiritual domains we now occupy. With the gift of language once
again being given to new Adams of different species. When their
souls will no longer be melted back into vast ocean of the spirit
which underlies our reality, when they will be given private
ownership of their own life force(souls) like we were .
DARWIN'S MISSED BEAUTY PROBLEM
LOWER LIFE FORMS
All lower forms get recycled back into potential higher forms
until they reach our self liberating stage of development.
Maggots, flies, and all the other little ugly forms of life(to us)
don't get preserved until they are spiritually merged together and
eventually transformed into a stage of self-awareness comparable
to ours. Then, like us, they are allowed to have private ownership
of their internal spiritual life force to travel through eternity
with constant growth into the infinite depths of new eternally
created knowledge(new realms of existence).
Reality might be infinitely wide but very simple with its
essence having been written from eternal relationships which could
only be in a sense, restructured nothingness(a metaphysical null
set of sorts). Only the essence of a relationship, which
absolutely needs no corporeality to be, can emerge from something
And with each new emerging consciousness, first expressed in
the lower forms of life, the newly developed higher forms get a
chance to purge themselves of all their baser forms of consciousness
which also is unavoidable in creation. The Holy Ghost of this universe
might use the lower forms to purge his underlying mind of its baser
thoughts. And when those lower forms combine and evolve into self-governing
souls, they are spiritually removed from simple instinctive behavior
into a reality which finally recognizes love as a part of life.
The lower forms of life are like a relief value for the Holy Ghost.
And besides, he never keeps them there forever anyway, in time they'll
get their turn.
TIME AND SIZE IN REALITY ARE JUST ABSTRACTIONS?
Point : If the thought that reality might be constructed
essentially out of some sort of metaphysical null set building
block bothers you then consider these ideas. I'm not claiming
they're true, but you might find them fun.
If reality is finite and contained then it would have to be
bounded by the nothingness. Actually such a reality would bind
itself by definition. Now supposing for sake of argument you could
temporarily view reality from its outside. How would it seem? What
would you see?
Then ask yourself these simple questions.
How big is reality? You'll soon realize that it is a
meaningless question. The size of reality means nothing. From the
outside it has no size. Size is only applicable to its inside
objects, in relation to each other. How long has reality existed?
There is no measurement of time for it, a second or forever
are equally valid. Time exists for only the objects inside of
reality, but not for reality itself. Time, like size, doesn't have
any absolute objective reality, its only meaningful when measuring
one object in regards to another. Its essence is nothing short and
nothing more than a RELATIONSHIP(abstraction)!
So how big is reality and how long has it existed? In a very
real sense you can answer...ZERO! And most(if not all) physic
equations revolve around these equal signs, with both sides
together always adding to zero. Funny, isn't it!
If matter and energy are the same and space and time were
always included, then everything, in the real reality, is
ultimately an abstraction! And that is why equations works for
understanding the physical universe, and, even more importantly,
collections of dead particles can collectively...have
HOW SOMETHING CAME FROM NOTHING
And if there was a time when truly nothing existed then it
not only means that physical reality didn't exist but also there
were no underlying metaphysical truths as well.
So could the rule of 'something can't come from nothing'
exist in any expression? No..it wouldn't...and BECAUSE that
metaphysical law DIDN'T EXIST, IT HAPPENED! Not because there was
a first cause, but because there wasn't anything to -SAY NO- to
the emergence of reality from its absence.
Reality bounded itself and its inner workings with laws, but
its opposite, didn't, because it couldn't. One sustains itself once
in creation, the other falls out of nothingness rather than being
pushed out by a FIRST CAUSE . Reality exploded into being not because
something caused it, but because there wasn't anything in the 'absence
of reality' to prevent its creation from absolutely nothing.
Existence couldn't have...not been! Reality had no choice about
been here. Otherwise it would have been much too hard to accomplish,
especially in the simplest of all beginnings, with complete nothingness
to start with. If it wasn't simple and inevitable we would have never existed.
Point: Have you ever wondered if matter and energy boiled
down into space and time which in turn, boiled down into thought
which boiled down into the essence of relationships, which in turn
boils down into metaphysical null sets reflecting off themselves
from what used to be NOTHING! Existence floats in nothingness as
the physical universe floats in space.
How could two physical bodies ever relate to each other
without some sort of physical space(abstractions) acknowledging
the existence of both in regards to each other? How could what
passes off as energy or matter interact with space itself, unless
on their borders they are the same thing? Why would anything
really physical relate to the abstraction of space, unless on some
deeper level they relate by being the same thing.
Mathematical structures could be more than simple non-
corporeal descriptions of physical structures, they could be one
of the fundamental building blocks of space, and therefore, nature
DEBATE ABOUT NOTHINGINGNESS
THE NATURE OF THE HOLY GHOST AND CREATION
How did the Holy Ghost create? Did he simply tell nature to
obey his commands? Did he use sheer brute force and make use of
knowledge we don't have? Is he a truly magically being with his
powers having absolutely no explanation on any level? Or did he
use his thoughts to expand on the abstractions which already are.
Attaching new properties and objects to what already is.
The secret of creation might simply be in the ability to tie
your mental makeup, your own perceptions, and overlap them to the
outside perceptions of the Holy Spirit, and have them tie
together. Using his perceptual acknowledgment, to expand on
To have to be able to tie into the white light when you're
physically alive, not when your soul is already detached from the
information governing physical reality when you're dead.
CREATION IN THE ABSOLUTE BEGINNING
I believe that relationships emerged from an absence of
reality(in the true beginning), they became entangled with each
other with further relationships, then they created ideas of self-
awareness and became alive under one will.
Then they, it, organized itself, constrained further
development of its own self until that growth was regulated by his
will, and through a scheme of testing the measure of good(the
ability of an independent spirit(subset) to smoothly blend in with
the constant surrounding spirit..him...and the ability to
cooperate even to the point of sacrificing yourself for the
greater good..which is the greater mind..him) with the capacity
for evil(doing things for yourself at the expense of the greater
good mind..his..defying the greater...rebellion for self).
To the point where the God which claims to be an angry and
jealous God(quite limited in some way, don't you agree) to a
spirit which greets you after death with only one question after a
life review, "How much did you love?"
HOLY GHOST NEEDS LOVE TO BIND REALITY TOGETHER
Love? Isn't that just a silly but wonderful emotion which we
all crave and are enslaved by in its pursuit? Surely a wonderful
emotion for us, and thankfully, an obviously expressed emotion for
God. But why would a being which never needed anybody or anything
other than himself want or allow a dependent emotion in himself?
For us, it helps us to survive by keeping us together and
prevents us from killing each other. But for a completely self-
sufficient entity, who needs it, why even want it? A divine
But if the domain of the white light, the Holy Ghost, is
truly made of ideas, all interacting with each other, ALIVE in
their various ways of uniting, what prevents them from grouping
into smaller patches of thought(smaller beings) and making war
against each. Trying to either divorce themselves completely from
each other, or to even erase other conflicting differences(again
the underlying theme of good and evil)?
Only one idea can be used to unify all sub-domains, and
prevent sub-entities from rebelling against the greater whole,
which would mean the beginning of the ripping apart the Holy
Ghost until maybe everything falls back into nothingness. But it
couldn't just be a cold abstract idea, because the logic might not
cross all imaginable sub-boundaries. No, it would have to be a
compelling idea which can even override the logic of self-
gratification in the most perverse self-absorbed entities? What
was needed was an emotion, emotions can override intellect. The
emotion of LOVE.
LOVE is the one idea which surrounds all ideas of truth and
creases their interaction. It keeps the Holy Ghost together and
reality therefore. The bigger the Holy Ghost grows the more he
needs to sustain himself. It is his only true test for your own
soul. And that is why there is so much of it when you finally meet
him. Hardly a frivolous emotion, but absolutely the most essential
one for his continued existence which is all of reality. Love is
the foundation form which keeps reality itself together, which is
why we find it usually more rewarding than anything else. Most
people would give up sex before they gave up love(I know, close
LOVE BONDS PEOPLE
ANOTHER AFTERLIFE EXPERIENCE
FRENCH LOVE TO LOVE
PASSION CAN BE BEAUTIFUL FROM BOTH BRAINS
LOVING A SPIRIT
WHY A LIFE REVIEW IN THE WHITE LIGHT
To the Holy Ghost, how much money you made, how successful
your career was doesn't matter as much as the fact that you loved.
If you're to grow spiritually and gradually become a greater
portion of his own mind, then how much will you ruffle his
feathers? What did you show in your ability to blend in? How did
you weight the needs of others against your own? How much did you
love? A really logical question coming from him!
And why is music so powerful in our psyche? Music taps into
the emotion of love much more powerfully than even words, which is
why it is so spiritually moving. For the moment, we become more
alive with it. Music stretches the boundaries of our souls and
into others. There is major overlap in the perception of love
The Holy Ghost can't instill more goodness than bad in you.
Your character is in a battle which has to be won from within. You
have to struggle to bring out more goodness than badness from your
own soul in situations where you're entirely on your own.
The battle of good and evil is always fought untimely, inside
of us. Evil can be inflicted on others, but it can only be born
internally. And here in physical reality, where we are divorced
from the obvious presence of the Holy Ghost and the afterlife, can
we fight our battles ourselves. The real reason it is so screwed
up down here is because it was intended to be. But eventually
we'll make the Devil use his mechanical skills for making farming
tools instead of weapons. When there will be a truce between God
and the Devil within us.
Point: Since all souls, no matter how good or bad, occupy the
Holy Spirit, is it wise to confine your love to only those that
have done you some personal good?
Of course not! You must love all, no matter who, because
everyone is part of the Holy Ghost. The Holy Ghost is really
pleased if you are able to or at least try to love as much of
himself as you can, no matter how distasteful some people are. And
some people are no doubt bad, but still...he is everything and
everybody, good and bad, with both evidently evolving upwards.
Jesus, "For I say upon you, love your enemies. Bless them
that curse you and pray for those that despise and persecute you.
For if you only love those that love you then what shall be your
We are contained in nature, but our souls and perceptions go
beyond the veil of the physical. No lower form of life can use
language(words, mathematical symbols, or whatever abstract symbol)
to see through the physical to the spiritual patterns governing
But relatives and other more human information is readily
perceived. And in a realm of thought where the very essence of
something or someone isn't constrained to a physical location or
where its particle essence can radiate their information about
their own internal nature to other spirits. Thus the glow which
souls seem to have or the auras that ghosts seem to be enveloped
in(unless they chose to divorce themselves from God) is
spiritually perceived information.
A soul can learn almost instantaneously by simply merging its
own being, the information defining it, with another soul or piece
of information. Without the physical structure of a brain to limit
which thoughts are permissible and with what comprehensive
abilities, learning is more of a osmosis process. Quick and
completely through, not an angle of perception left unperceived.
Everything you've ever done and ever experienced becomes part
of the inner makeup of your soul. In truth, who and what you've
been will always remain forever part of what you'll be. You retain
everything about yourself.
When you grow with greater inner information your soul will
shine with greater information and illumination. Your soul shines
with your personal defining information, broadcasting IT to other
spiritual eyes, who and what you are, and who you've being(the
shameful aspect of the afterlife). No hiding there!
Each life is to be lived thoroughly, each of them unique, so
why short change an experience which was never intended to last
forever anyway. And it isn't very smart to want to be more than
you are now. Should you remember and fully realize your soul,
you'll erase your illusion of your present self. Find your real
self, lose yourself. Every life is precious beyond belief.
All souls are build from the same building block that reality
is created from. The only real difference between us and the Holy
Ghost is the same difference between a number and the infinite
number line it rests on. All parts look out, everything looks in.
HOW GHOSTS EXIST AND TALKING TO THE DEAD
If some of my funny assertions are true then people can have
visions of ghosts. All ghosts have to do is broadcast their
spiritual information about themselves to your spiritual eyes. You
would think you're seeing their physical presence but you would be
fooled. They are allowing you to see their souls.
If they are with the Holy Spirit they will be surrounded with
an emotionally warm glow which signifies the mind of the Holy
Spirit, but if they have willfully divorced themselves from the
Holy Spirit then a spiritually cold sensation would be picked up
signifying its absence.
And all the underlying spiritual information enabling the
existence our physical universe, its particles, natural laws and
events, originate from this realm of the white light. The purpose
of this universe is to be nothing more than a physical crib for
our spiritual evolution.
Communication with the Holy Ghost would be the purpose of
the nature of God's construction. Otherwise being dispersed in
different humans is a very crazy way to exist. But now the
immensity of God's mind would be necessary to understand and
communicate to this infinite mind behind the existence of our
It would also explain why math(abstractions themselves) helps
us understand the laws of nature. Why and how is matter regulated
by mere abstractions and why are small particles virtually carbon
copies of each other(like definitions within some book), and many
WHAT REALLY HAPPENS WITH A NDE
Point: If this were true then exactly what would be the real
nature of who we really are? First the Holy Ghost would have to
conjure our souls up and establish a link between our souls with
his other mental creation, physical reality, and finally link our
souls to our bodies. Then we would be here as we think we are.
Now lets suppose that we died? Well what do other people
claim to have experienced when they did and came back from the
dead? First they claim they found themselves floating outside
their bodies and able to go through walls and objects. Next their
physical surroundings disappeared and a long dark tunnel appeared
to them. At the end of this tunnel was a light which they all felt
was God. Sounds stupid doesn't it?
Now lets take into account the above ideas I purposed and
then imagine what dying would be like. First the link between our
body and soul would be broken(by the will of the Holy Ghost) while
our soul would still be attached to the information of the
physical universe but it would no longer be a part of it. You
would see and hear everything as usual, but it would seem like you
were floating in space, and passing through walls would be quite
easy and natural. After a short while, the link between your soul
and universe would be broken and thus you wouldn't receive anymore
incoming information about physical reality resulting in complete
darkness(dark tunnel!). What's left? Only your subtle attachment
to the Holy Ghost, which you finally become aware of because for
the first time there's nothing else to be aware of. So it would be
like looking down into a growing tunnel, not really with light,
but a super consciousness.
The awareness of this consciousness would explain why it's so
bright without being blinding because aren't all forms of
awareness just different colors and flavors of mental light.
GODEL'S WHITE LIGHT
WHITE LIGHT AND THE NATURE OF ALL SOULS
The white light is infinite awareness, infinite life. Imagine
if the boundaries of your awareness extended everywhere. Every
moment of your soul filled with awareness of every aspect of what
is everywhere. The only things you didn't know would be the things
you haven't created yet. And the best way of taking care of
yourself and doing the only worthwhile job you could do, would be
to take care of all the smaller parts of your being. And make
sure that each new self-governing soul, given private ownership of
its expanding soul, is intrinsically good, by itself in itself.
Before it is allowed to express a new node of infinite awareness
along a line of perception not yet realized.
You're a potential co-creator with the Holy Spirit. Inside
your soul rests the foundation of new relationships of an infinite
number of new soul, waiting to be born. Your soul is a portal for
new realities and new lives waiting to be given expression and
life. The Holy Ghost stretches into infinity from within you. That
is just how important you really are. Even if you don't care about
yourself, then what about the infinite lives within you? What if
I told you that something very much like mathematics, which
includes mathematics and every conceivable other idea, IS ALIVE!
On a clear night as we look outward at all those thousands of
visible stars, looking for purpose and meaning in life, he looks
inward for the very same reason. We complete each other, like
CONSTANT SPIRITUAL GROWTH
So in my story the purpose of God is to overcome his inherent
evil(Devil) so he can be permitted to grow. Evil isn't allowed to
expand for the obvious reason because at some point of increased
power it would endanger existence itself.
This growth is only possible after God is judged worthy(if he
survives his trail) and learns how to expand his own finite
consciousness into a manifestation of another reality. This way
the Supreme Being grows into further levels of creation by taking
small portions of himself and expanding them into other universes
and realities when he judges them worthy.
SOULS OF TODAY CREATING THE NEW REALITIES OF TOMORROW
Then our souls, after judgment, will be taken into this new
reality. And that is where we're all be given another chance to
grow again. If we pass that stage we'll eventually have our souls
grow into infinite size. We have the chance to finally grow up.
So finally in the end the children of God grow up to be the
Father. No harps....too bad!
You end up creating new realities where innumerable new souls
are born from your own. And if they came from you and you already
were evolved to a level of sensitivity incomprehensibly higher
than anything you're capable of now, would you be unforgivably
harsh with some failures or would you give your unconditional
love(especially when they are all...tiny tiny portions of your own
soul)? The same way the others claim they were given it after they
died and came back?
So who should I trust the most, recently deceased people with
their stories of a nice guy afterwards or some ancient writer who
was primarily concerned with religion as a social governing tool,
who otherwise wouldn't have set up Jesus on false charges. Hmm.
God: "I am what I am and become what I'm becoming." Doesn't
sound quite finished with growing does he?
Remember the white light which surrounded Jesus after his
resurrection? Could a concentrated fusion of him and the Holy
Ghost have caused such confusion(spiritual information overload)
that even his friends and family didn't recognize him. And this
wasn't the first time others witnessed a white light surrounding
his presence. There was the time he was seen standing and talking
to a long dead Moses and another. Long before any near-death white
light controversies. What does your sense of logic tell you now?
Jesus, "Touch me not, for I am not yet ascended to my
Father. But go to my disciples and tell them I ascend to my Father
and your Father, to my God and to your God"
His father, our Father? His God and ours? And exactly how
would you equate the titles of The Son of God and The Son of Man?
There's another simpler way to arrive at some of the central
ideas presented here. Suppose that you had just God(my Holy Ghost)
existing at the beginning of all creation. Now what does this
super powerful consciousness have to work with for creating and
expanding reality? It doesn't take long to realize that all he's
got is his own thoughts and will. Since there isn't anything more,
he must use the only building block he has, his own awareness, and
construct reality out of it.
Now anything made out of his thoughts can't be placed outside
of him because they're still part of him. How do you separate
yourself from your own thoughts?....you can't! Most people picture
God creating the universe and placing it outside of himself. The
trouble with that idea is the problem that not only isn't there a
location of existence outside of him, but there couldn't be! So
the only way for God to expand is to divide himself into different
realms and have their smaller parts expand themselves into yet
So this infinite being would only be concerned with the
growth of evil within a small portion of himself and having it get
out of control.
Maybe the actions of little infinitesimal creatures like us
and other life forms on other planets really matters in the
overall scheme of things? Maybe the people who say that it's only
Man's ego that makes us feel that somehow we are important in this
universe are quite wrong. If all reality was just countless dead
particles traveling through space then that's all that would be
there and not anything more, certainly, not you and me.
It is all very simple,
existence strives for beauty,
nothing is more beautiful than life,
nothing in life is more beautiful than love,
the rest is just complicated bullshit.
IT'S ALL ABOUT LOVE
A Small Hill Top Two Thousand Years Ago
-"Rabbi, what must I do to inherit eternal life?"
[Hmm-gee how do I answer that one? Lets see...souls have to
be bonded together for the duration with love. God has to remain
safely intact, he has to be kept stronger than the segmented
domains of scrabbling right brains. Cooperation through the left
brain is needed. Otherwise your soul fails, gets rejected by God,
and eventually begs for release into the lower forms of
consciousness once further growth is prevented. Okay!]
Jesus, "What is written in the law. To love your Lord thy God
with all your heart, with all your soul, with all your power and
with all your mind, and LOVE YOUR NEIGHBOR AS YOU LOVE YOURSELF!
Do that and you shall live forever."
-"Are you the messiah?"
[Hmm. I'm here to serve God, but God is contained inside of
them and consists of them even if they don't know it. Dangerous
knowledge. I'm the hope of God by being his best part because of
my ability for forgiveness and sacrifice. Okay.]
Jesus, "I am the good shepherd. The good shepherd lies down
his life for his sheep."
-"Rabbi, I believe you are the messiah. How can I serve you?"
[Hmm-I can't tell them about the real nature of God yet.
Later, in the future, yes, but not now. And they don't understand
that God doesn't share a normal hierarchy with them, he is in
them, but not them. To serve God you must serve his parts,
humanity. To be closer to his mind you must tend to his more base
parts, people needs. Okay.]
Jesus, "The Son of Man comes to serve, not to be served.
Whoever among you who would be great...MUST BE a SERVANT,
and who ever would be FIRST, must be SLAVE to all."
-"If you can do miracles then call upon God to send down host
to destroy the Romans to free our people from bondage!"
[Opps, I can't tell them that with me, God's strategy in
fighting the Devil has changed. I cannot allow myself to be
corrupted by using the force which the Satan in me(right brain)
wants to release. If I succumb to the use of force, then God
becomes no better in the Holy Ghost's judgment than Satan.
Love not hatred must guide my actions. The time for Moses
tactics of killing or drowning your enemy is over. It must be over
or we all lose! Salvation for all depends on a change of heart and
not force of arms.]
"Thy shall not tempt thy Lord thy God. The Romans are
conquers, to conquer them would make you no better than they."
-"Rabbi, when is the Kingdom of God coming?"
[Hmm. God's mind is contained in our brain. Heaven is his
consciousness and so are the rules of behavior which he would have
us follow, once he opens his universal mind to our own minds. So
when God's mind becomes accessible to us, in us, Heaven will come
down to earth level of thought. Okay.]
Jesus, "When it comes, try as you may, you'll see it not. No
man will be able to say "here it is or there it is". For the
Kingdom of God is Within You!"
"Teach us to pray."
Come on......you do it!
WELL? WAS IT BITTER SWEET? AS PROMISED!
SOLVING A MYSTERY
- Hitler, “Do you realize that you are in the presence of the greatest German
of all time.”
- Hitler, “I am one of the hardest men Germany has for decades, perhaps for
- Hitler, “Of secondary importance is the training of mental abilities.”
- Hitler,Over-educated people, stuffed with knowledge and intellect, but bare
of any sound instincts.”
- Hitler, “These impudent rascals(intellectuals) who always know everything
better than anyone.”
- Hitler,”The intellect has grown autocratic, and has become a DISEASE of
- Hitler,”I carry out the commands that Providence has laid upon me.”
- Hitler,”..the Jewish Christ-creed with its effeminate, pity-ethics.”